Apparently, I got burned out on stuff. I definitely had shifted from "I want to log on" to "I need to log on or I will disappoint people." I thought that just dropping my main char at the moment would cure that, but then I just ... stopped doing anything.
To people I left hanging, I'm sorry. But this has really been a wonderful mental health break, and I've enjoyed feeling that I could do what I want when I want and that I didn't have to juggle all the things. I'll doubtless be back again, as soon as I feel inspiration.
@surreality I was briefly on FurryMUCK. I realized that people in furry MUs are super judgemental about my love of rainbows, unicorns, and monkeys, so I realized I wasn't a furry. Plus someone hated my desc writing.
Also, when I was 17 I kept trying to TS an adult, but she was like nope, so I guess not everyone is horrible.