So, normally (I've never, ever, ever done this before as I consider it 'unprofessional' and 'unsportsman-like') I don't go into the whole mu-story thing, but I'll do it, just this once. I'll give everyone an overview so everyone, once and for all, is on the same page. Forgive me for the length and seeming meandering of this, I do have a point but I'm not eloquent outside of poses, and I'm not a ranter by nature.
- The original Generations of Darkness was started by Vaapad.
- Vapaad was neurotic and insane and never around. The place was basically run by Ataru, who was an amazing GM until he took it over in a staff revolt when Vaapad kept getting more and more crazy. Not Tolssk Crazy. Not 'Hog Pit' Crazy. Bat!@#!#@ @!##!@!@# mad, crazy. Like, Trump Crazy, metaphorically speaking. It then became Dawn of Defiance. Eventually he got busy and left, and there was a third headwiz. I'd left by that point. That was years after the switchover.
- As far as I know, both the two players above are as old as Tolssk's player and myself, or nearly so. One of them, by their own admittance, was banned. I cannot be 100% sure, but I remember Ataru banning ~3 people, two of them were for sexual harassment and one of them was for rampant cheating while attempting to PK people. Don't know for sure which the one was, no way to know. The other, who retains their bit, I looked through several years worth of logs and could not find a single scene with them, and I scened with pretty much everyone. I do recall them being around and vaugely nice, just not doing anything.
- My previous bit was Einara. I basically ran the CIS for a number of years. I also ran a ton of plots. A lot. Eventually I stopped being a villain as I got tired of the Jedi (see above) relentlessly trying to PK me while constantly whining about having the moral high ground.
So, this was my experience on the game. I started Einara as a level 5. My first scene (my very first!) someone tried to PK me. And my second. My third was a GM'd scene. Not villains, mind you, whom I always had great rp with. The Jedi. I spent several years with the heroic Jedi, using overpowered stats, trying to PK me. Sometimes more then once a day. Once I had three random scenes (this only happened once mind you) and all three had Jedi trying to PK me. They would ONLY DO SO if they thought they could win.
This did not stop me from trying to do stuff. I beat most of them. It took me years to level up from 5 (I was not a stat hound and kept that level past having the XP for higher levels) - and I routinely, through clever rp, npcs, and running, managed to beat them. At one point, the ENTIRE PC JEDI ORDER + npcs + a high level Obi-Wan Kenobi NPC they'd summoned, showed up to try and kill me. 99.99999% chance of this including all of the above complaining players; I was so angry I didn't save the log. That was my experience. Over and over and over.
Meanwhile, I was feeding, icly, the Jedi intelligence on the Sith. You want to know why Order 66 happened? Because I'd fed the Jedi (through about 5-6 pcs) intel on the clones being programmed to kill them. I'd also, specifically, told the Jedi that Palpatine was a Sith, and they had several months, and did nothing.
Now, staff were going to explore the consequences of that slowly (if they could get the Jedi pcs to do anything) - but Vaapad logged on one day, had no knowledge of any of this, saw Dooku was dead (the CIS players got tired of Vaapad's shit early on and arranged for the Jedi to kill him in a big PRP), - decided he wanted to rp a lightsaber fight between Yoda (his alt) and Palpatine (also played by him RIGHT THEN, and gave Ataru ~20 minutes to do Order 66 or he'd @shutdown the place). This led to the staff revolt.
Following Order 66, which involved Tolssk herding the Jedi onto disguised ships I'd prepared or paid for on Coruscant (I couldn't go there myself as the Jedi would still have killed me) - and herding them off to a planet I personally had prepared for them - I was foolish enough to go visit the Jedi without him around, yes, SPECIFICALLY INCLUDING THE ABOVE HIGH AND MIGHTY PLAYERS, and specifically including the staffbit of this game, whereupon my bit was 'imprisoned for use of the dark side of the force' - for over a full real life year.
To note, on her entire time on that game, she never used a single darkside force power, and until very late in the game's life, never got more then a single DSP.
Oh, and the imprisonment bit? She got loose when I eventually came back and complained that she was still locked up, and then when I was assured the Jedi were better and different, they did the same again. Again to her. For several more months. In a cell.
Following that I decided (more out of OOC pity then anything else) to try and help the Jedi reassemble an order. They had some problems. You could fit them into a few camps.
- Twinked out PK Jedi.
- Jedi who were not twinked out, and would often not leave the Jedi Places for rp, no matter what RP hooks you dangled in front of them.
- Jedi who were around for sex scenes.
Some of them were good players. They were drowned out by a chorus of people who would insist they be treated as heroes even while never generating plot, while doing bad things icly, and while (in general) acting nothing like contemplatives or a religious order.
Ataru, for the record, had hoped at one point to have a bunch of scenes with the Jedi being investigators, or police officers, so they could be loved and protected by the people. None of that could happen because they treated the whole thing like a videogame, constantly whined oocly that they were not treated as heroes, then relentlessly tried to PK villains.
Yes, we were absolutely afraid of you guys. And for most of the character-lifetimed of Tolssk and I, we were underleveled compared to them (we started off at level 5), and had to be more clever then you.
A fair amount of the really clever, amazing stuff I got credit for (repeatedly) was Tolssk behind the scenes. He's actually pretty smart. Do I like the lizard? Not always. Its a very simple, stupid character; unlike the player. I've seen him play other characters at other places (he does particularly compelling noblemen, for instance) - but he's not a bully.
In the scene above, to which I saw multiple versions of the log, he had actually gotten down to half health. Half. The freakout occured when the Jedi ran off into the woods rather then continue to fight him, and he tried to kill some NPC. The specific reason I was given, by multiple people including the headwiz, is that it wasn't fair for Tolssk, a villain, to chase after or 'win' without giving anything.
And the thing is, thats been a complaint about him even when he was level 5 or 6 and the people complaining were level 8+. If he's playing a bounty hunting Trandoshan, with a culture that literally worship "The Scorekeeper"; that's what he's going to do. Now, I think using tabletop ruleset to arbitrate fights between PCs is silly, personally. It makes winners and loosers. I prefer freeform. But that's not what the system is. Its a system where, by design, in a fight it gives specific results. I think I could have won that fight as a level 5 Einara, personally. I think that, probably, some OOC communication on both sides would have been better, and I think that's where the breakdown was. Not one-sided. Two sided.
Regardless, in the SAGA system, or any other (even freeform!) - a villain is not 'obligated' to loose. Is he as compelling a figure as Einara? Personally, I think she's a better villain. You can talk with her, she's sympathetic. But she's not scary.
But its wrong to say that, in a fight where he's outnumbered, where the staffer throws multiple clone troopers at him, and even threatens to shoot him with vehicle weapons - he can't chase NPCs because the Jedi need to be guaranteed a win. I literally personally was oocly watching in the room, and heard similar comments in the room and, more directly, via page. And I won't get into who I paged what with whom - but I will reiterate the above being the general attitude of entitlement.
I very strongly don't feel villains are obligated to loose. I do loose, and run plots whenever I play a villain. But typically I view being a villain as like being a fachead. I don't feel every player is obligated to do that. I know its the attitude here because I've been told that.
Do I think Tolssk, in this fight, was entirely right? No, not really? I watched the end then read the logs and said so at the time, in the room, and to multiple people. But do I feel he was, as was specifically noted - obligated to 'not chase' the running-away heroes or to let the NPCs go? Definitely not. And he basically never PKs anyone. I cannot, offhand, think of anyone he's ever PK'd in a star wars game. I'm sure they exist, I can't think of any.
One of the other biggest defenders of Tolssk on the old game was Ataru, who saw the crap he put up with. Was Tolssk perfect? Abosolutely not. Was he perfect in the above post or scene? Probably not.
Did he deserve to be treated, for years (and in the above!) as some hideous monster? No. No he did not. And he did nothing out of line. Really. As I was repeatedly told "the fight was fine until he tried to kill the NPCs". And then the freakout occured because of Jedi players who used to be in a clique, who were afraid of him.
And coming from people who locked up my bit, who spent years outnumbering her 3-1, 3-2, 5-1, 5-2, 6-1, and so on - I think that is saying a lot. Its really easy to say "we believe in fair play" and then expect the villain PCs to put up with this garbage.
I do know the headwiz is comitted to not running this place the way other SW games have been run, the way WOD games have been run. And I appreciate that. He won't tolerate what we put up with. But neither does that excuse the past behavior of the above people acting like Tolssk is some bully.
And neither does that excuse silently banning him, especially after he spent days saying he preferred not to play the character again even for Beta, because it would start issues. I literally personally saw him say that multiple times in cgen before bringing the bit IC. We both opposed bringing back the old bits, and said so.
So when I hear on this game "oh our last Jedi never did anything because Tolssk might have killed us" when he was literally there on the day of Order 66 on the past game saving you, and literally knew where your secret planet was and could have told Vader at any time - that's bull. When I hear 'oh he's just an overpowered character' - well, it took a lot of years for him to get that high a level. Years of being active and doing a lot of scenes. And everyone doing the complaining are on bits just as old as him, and have probably never seriously had a PK attempt against them.
But for me that was a daily experience. So, I'm not against this new place. I support the philosophy, and I think SW games, in the past, have been run competitively, and I don't think that was always a good thing. I prefer freeform, to be frank. I won't be returning after this though, and I must speak out against revisionist history.