@deadculture There definitely is a level of suffering. It's not that I suffer from a bad roll or IC misfortune, but the fact that in a MU*, unlike, say, an evening with Skyrim and Farkas as my companion/husband/pack mule, there are real personalities at play and real people who socialize not just on an IC level but on an OOC level.
Paulus was a sociopath in the most classic of definitions:
"...a person with a personality disorder manifesting itself in extreme antisocial attitudes and behavior and a lack of conscience."
Paulus lacked any sense of conscience for the sort of shenanigans he pulled. He pretty much simultaneously befriended you while talking about you behind your back as he was sucking up to you. There was one time where Paulus was talking to me, while also talking to Custodius. Custodius and I were trading notes on what Paulus was saying and using that as a sort of feedback loop to talk with Paulus.
Lextius is more of a psychopath:
"...a person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior."
Lextius-run plots and anything that was touched by Lextius was a one-way ticket to a lot of headache for your PC and possibly the player based on the sort of actions and sadistic pleasure he took in playing PCs and players like pawns. I found Paulus to be tolerable because I suppose I understood his doublespeak. With Lextius, there was no doublespeak. It was a bull in a china shop and he took pleasure in screwing people over IC and OOC. That last bit was pretty well documented over the course of DBtS and FS: Vargo.
And again, I'm certainly no saint, but I like to think that I was on tolerable behavior for most of my tenure in Star Crusade til towards the end and I just stopped giving a shit. I dunno. Maybe I was worse than everyone else. Either way, I called bullshit pretty quickly and got out with a little online MU* dignity intact.
Apparently Paulus, from Day 1, was telling Chiaka OOCly to revolt against my PC. Nevermind that my PC came three days later onto the grid and I was still negotiating the terms of my PC.
I really resented Amber because she got to cherry pick her vassals (I got stuck with Chiaka because staff thought it would be a fun joke on me) and she still complained about shit (namely my shit) after she got more toys to play with in a safer County. Never mind that having a small cadre of Jakovian agents is thematic to a Decados Count and since the Jakovians were controlled by P, they were at best, people that dislike me but were fortuitously shooting in the same general direction.