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    Posts made by sahin

    • RE: The Work Thread

      Three years with this company. No true promotions -- only lateral moves. Biding time until I start to notice money-saving measures in terms of staff and space. So, I think, time to start searching. Two weeks later. Potential face to face interview this week with new company with a less intense work culture. Also, would be working with strangers -- not my friends. Because I'm starting to resent them. Away from social media and real estate agents. Because it's tiring. I hope I get it.

      Edit: Didn't. I sort of turned into a human version of Kermit the Frog when I realized it was going to be four people interviewing me all at once.

      So it goes.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Real World Peeves, Disgruntlement, and Irks.

      short list of fuck:

      • the word redundant in all of its redundant meetings and meanings.
      • cancer.
      • rude people.
      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
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      sahin
    • RE: Health and Wealth and GrownUp Stuff

      @greenflashlight

      too old and tired to panic

      i've fallen

      sounds about right.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Health and Wealth and GrownUp Stuff

      it's super weird, in the shadow of turning a certain age, that I thought I would have my shit totally figured out -- but, nope, at 42 here I am sitting and and going -- that's right, the gender binary is bullshit and you should get a binder because why the fuck not.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
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      sahin
    • RE: 2022: A New Year, New Dead Celebrities

      @alamias oh fuck no.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: GMs and Players

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      posted in Mildly Constructive
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      sahin
    • RE: Real World Peeves, Disgruntlement, and Irks.

      Tired

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Girl Scout Cookies

      Lemonades. From the freezer.
      Thin Mints. Same place.

      magic

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: The Work Thread

      Work has been so hard this week that I've cried.

      Last time I had a good cry, it was with my head in the freezer, because it reminded me of being in a walk-in. ANYWAY.

      Sales sold, marketing knew, and they released the fucking kraken on the completely unaware support side -- oh, wait. 🦑 The director knew. But because they're the hands-off 😎 and not the old director who everyone thought was 🤬 for micro-managing. At the same time, they are reorganizing the processes for the team so that there can be MORE CALLS and this means all of their busy work slides down the slope. OH JOY. Yes, give me your tedium and you're going to be SO SURPRISED when my productivity plummets. Then, asking for help is as good as talking to a brick wall -- because that wall is just as pitted with impact scars, cracked, and overwhelmed as you are. There's a middle ground there, folks, and that's what I need. It's felt like drowning, and because all of these services are tied into social media -- the idea of mucking around in ANY OF IT outside of work has started to make me feel ill and uneasy. (As a side effect, the 🦈 got more quiet and would prefer to be withdrawn and in power-saving mode.)

      At this point I've applied to more restaurants than I ever did when I was in culinary school -- in an effort to just be back in an industry where clear and concise communication is necessity.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Critters!

      Three years ago, my cat was mostly charcoal. Surprise! He's a tabby.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: The Work Thread

      40 hours basic helpdesk and benefits vs 40 hours without, but there's baking again -

      I don't know.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: A long time coming

      I'm glad to hear that you're doing all right. I'm sorry for the things that aren't. Take care of you.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Character art

      Whoa

      Whoa. That's lovely!

      posted in Creative
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      sahin
    • RE: Real World Peeves, Disgruntlement, and Irks.

      I'm one year older. Fuck.

      Fuck

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: RL things I love

      @aria

      OTIS.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: RL Anger

      Needed to withdraw from my statistics class. Feeling very overwhelmed, and angry at myself for feeling like this is a way to get some breathing room.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: RL things I love

      Stoicism is being a duck in the rain.

      posted in Tastes Less Game'y
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: Weird or unrealistic gaming... stuff

      Nonverbal communication.

      posted in Mildly Constructive
      sahin
      sahin
    • RE: RL friends

      I don't keep many friends. The ones I do have known me as the one that does "those writing games" and they don't care while they play mmorpgs or POGS or whatever. The dear friend who I've known the longest is someone online who I've never met in person - known since high school and college and unmoderated online World of Darkness games (somuchangst.) ICQ (I think) to Discord. Firnost to FF14 (maybe.) They know me well and I wouldn't trade that connection for anything.

      posted in Mildly Constructive
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      sahin
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