Posts made by Tanvia

So my 2020 has consisted of, more or less in order:

• My aunt getting admitted to hospital on January 1 with no idea who she is, where she was, or who my relatives were
• Said aunt getting diagnosed with a brain tumor... specifically stage 4 glioblastoma
• My brain deciding that this was a good trauma trigger for a past event (I was living with her at the time), so I had a complete mental breakdown which resulted in me being sent home for a week with benzos because I had been having a panic attack for 3 days straight
• Still on meds for that one
• School suspended, and teaching my child with ASD remotely did NOT happen
• Spring break trip for smol human cancelled
• One of my cats died (in April)
• Then my aunt died (a week after my cat)
• My last remaining grandparent had a stroke. On my birthday.
• Summer trip for me and smol human cancelled
• My BIL got COVID
• I forced my friend twice into hospital with suicidal ideation because the first time, they just sent her home with drugs and said 'see you in January'
• Birthday stuff for smol human cancelled
• Christmas stuff cancelled

I think that's been my year-ish...

Oh, I'm also an essential worker in a hospital. The burnout is real. At least I'm not on a COVID ward.

0/10, do not recommend

Hey I have a friend that worked on this show! You have my interest.

Closest thing I have to a blooper that comes to mind..

I am one of those people who dozed off mid-scene. Or I thought I did. I woke up the next morning with my laptop still in my lap (I was in bed, with many pillows... skills), and an entire scene. On the screen.

I have no memory of it. Still don't.

My sex trophy and I went to a lake with some friends.

I got sunburned.

Worth it. ^_^

I can probably help you out with this if you haven't gotten it sorted already.