Zoltan!
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AND FUCK ME, RIGHT?!?! BECAUSE THERE IS THIS AWESOME PART OF ME THAT WANTS TO GO BACK AND GUIDE THIS INTO BEING SOMETHING EPIC. PART OF ME WOULD LOVE TO SEE IF I COULD PULL OFF SOME EXPERT LEVEL SHIT LIKE...
"Guys, I got a message in my meditation session that they really love the band Journey and would love to hear some while we communicate to them."
And then mentally high-five myself while performing telepathy across the cosmos to "Faithfully".
But I'm a good person; so I can't and I won't. But I want to. Wanting to is normal.
Actually, I'm worried for them and my friend. Last night was somewhat agonizing because I don't think this is in any fucking way healthy and my stomach hurt. I desperately do not want to see these nice people obsess over this. These are very sweet people, but the trick about cult behavior is that some people have no idea when they're drifting into it because it's exciting and makes you feel special. They wanna feel special. I get that. But...
So, just to be clear, I make fun to let off the steam, but ultimately what happened last night was kind of depressing.