Just a quick thought: I encounter way more 'White Hats' or 'good guys' that are antagonistic and ooc problematic than bad guys. I've encountered way more communication and community in antagonistic spheres barring a few jarring examples.
Sadly these examples tend to be the only antagonists people care about or remember
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So I don't buy the 'Assholes are the only people who are likely to play villains' argument.'
Pls bring the hog pit back. Opt in, of course. Sometimes I need to scream into the void an occasionally when the void screams back it contains a grain of truthiness that I need in that moment.. but I can't spleen on mildly constructive..it feels wrong.
Lost my shit and forgot there was a person behind the screen. Doesn't matter why..or whatever was happening at the time..
I hurt someone. Absolutely the worst thing I've done in this hobby.
Everything makes me sad right now.
Having social anxiety and being exposed to CNN and/or the weather channel these last few weeks has been exhausting.
I'm fighting my social anxiety to reach out to make sure people I never contact or page or talk to ooc are safe.
I'd like to exchange my today.. it appears to be broken
No not a person..applets and cotlets, the treat my grandpa and I bonded over.. is not going to exist. I know it's a bit silly but I get some every year to remember him by.
When a song can remind you of the most awful IC drama that both players mutually agreed on that led to tons of ic development. When that memory makes you smile and miss the person in the best way.
(This happens for both people who've moved on for rl and people I've grown apart from)
Calling in sick for an accommodated day due to a physical disability I will always have should not require me to call my boss, apply for state pmla for the single day, call into the 'professional services' that have both sent me a letter I am eligible for accommodation days but also told me that I'm not approved for accommodation days, and also wait for a specialist to call me back in 2 business days to let me know if I missed any steps in the approval process. FFS, they make this whole process confusing to complete on a day I'm already missing due to my inability to function on a normal human level. UGH. Can I please just not get fired for a lifelong fucking illness...
Gary Wright, singer, songwriter wrote dream weaver.
@Ganymede I can always check, I know i dont have Aflac but there might be a safety net I've missed. Thank you for the advice!
I just need to scream into the void for a hot minute. In February I was hospitalized for a week. I am still reeling from that financial responsibility but because I needed to be hospitalized longer I went into an intensive program which has kept me put of work since February, we've already done one rent extension and I've run out of pmla.. we had already had to prioritize food over rent and rent over bills..
I still have 2 weeks of treatment. In those two weeks I'll not have any pfmla and no pay. The kicker, because I make a reasonable living [Which is still not nearly enough to start savings in the PNW] I am also not able to access most rental assistance programs.
I needed this time to recover. I needed the rest. But it's too costly amd now I need to look at canceling my remaining specialist appointments..
Thank you for coming to my MEHdTalk.
@Macha Sadly no, but one of my specialists is referring me to another one that specializes in my issue. Now it's just a waiting game.
My PCP refuses to listen to me. I'm literally getting worse by the week but she simply cannot believe my health issues are eating me alive. Every week I get worse.
I have 4 days a month for appointments or disability related problems and have had that for years.. and it's not working anymore.
She's a wonderful PCP , but this seems like her one blind spot.
That is my peeve.
