Aug 12, 2019, 2:11 PM

I have been doing web development for almost 20 years, and I still feel like an impostor every single day. I fell into this career on accident, it was something I never aspired to, nor did I ever have any formal schooling or training. I am constantly having to look up syntax for things that I use almost every damn day because I can't remember it even after 20 years of almost daily use.

Within the last year I have been forced into a design role for UI/UX as well, and I feel even more like an impostor as I try to come up with color schemes, typography and layout for our applications. I found it so much easier to just code what other people came up with, but coming up with this shit is...hard.

I constantly think someone if finally going to look at me and go 'WTF? This guy has no idea.' and that will be that.