Nov 28, 2017, 12:13 AM

My tummy has felt all woozy and gross since lunch today.

Normally, I would just assume that the turkey wrap I ate was off and chalk it up to that. However, I've also been feeling excruciatingly bleh about work lately, including the fact that none of my applications to internal job postings have gone anywhere for nine months, and a latent fear that despite my annual review having been just fine, my managers don't actually like me -- which I bring up because my stupid anxiety-brain does stuff like that to me, because.... I dunno. It's decided I can go fuck myself, I guess? It also pretty much turns my stomach into a ball of nauseated aching whenever I'm in D.E.N.I.A.L. about a stressor I'm hardcore ignoring and the bout of anxiety attacks that's sure to follow.

So I'm pretty much just mad at myself and my dumb brain for currently being unable to determine whether I'm ill or just crazy.

...Can someone bring me some Pepto and a reality check, please?