So today ... I can't stop giggling at this.
I was really fucking dumb
I CGed into this mush. About 45 minutes after submitting there was a forum post about not trying to app a particular thing and I 100% thought it was directed at my app and I got uncharacteristically mad about it and logged off.
Then after handling my blood sugar I was like "oh that was fucking stupid of me" so I went back to apologize.
Except that when I went to apologize, I did so using the Ares web client which has a big fucking stop sign on it saying "DO NOT USE!!" That I somehow didn't even notice, even though it's like RIGHT FUCKING THERE
Anyway! My account got nuked after that (between being an asshole and totally dense) and I'm just in gigglefits over this new level of stupidity I have found within myself.