@Warma-Sheen
I understand how that may have been confusing at the time. Maybe I could have communicated what I meant better at the time. It's an element I inherited from the administration, not one I made up on the fly -- I was naught but a player at that point, as you point out. What was trying to be gotten across was that you were seeing 'thanks' to the force residing in living things such as the moss etc - which would have been standing out to your character.The wording found in force sight suggests that you see things in relationship to the life in the area - though that can be debated.
This wasn't done out of spite, or to give you any trouble at all. Just as an RP element. I'm not sure how, by staying away and not RPing, you experienced that 'things changed' or 'did not change'. But regardless, as you pointed out, that is coming from your experience before I was even admin, which is now... what... a year ago?
Perhaps give it a go again. You might be surprised if you give it a proper shot. There's no hard feelings towards you.
P.S. I am in no way a perfect story teller / gm / whatever. I might make mistakes. But I try to make it work. If there are issues, a patient dialogue, or even reaching out to Malacia, my co-staffer - if you rather not speak to me directly - has a chance to resolve issues and make the game as a whole better for it.