So yesterday at the MD Anderson, they gave us the initial results of the biopsy- mom has cancer, again.
We don't know if the cancer is metastasized yet or not- we will know the full details on Monday. However, the fact that my mother had cancer previously, and it was very aggressive, on her nose-
And the fact that it was excised and then radiation was used to attack the remains-
And the fact that she's been cancer-'free' for the past four years, only for another cancer to emerge now...
The odds are overwhelmingly in favor of this being a metastasis of the original cancer. Sometimes a new primary cancer appears instead of it being a metastasis... so she could conceivably have something like Hodgkin's Lymphoma on her collarbone....
Which, as bad as that is, would be a better case scenario than a metastasis. Treatment cannot cure bone metastasis. It can relieve pain, help prevent complications, improve your quality of life- such as it is, but it is effectively a death sentence.
So, hasa diga eebowai. Seriously. I'm angry, but unfortunately there isn't anyone I can direct that anger towards, if you know what I mean.