Aug 30, 2021, 12:19 AM

The idea of all of my bigs being off to school has been very abstract this summer but it gets rolling in 2 weeks and having 3 tuition bills makes it real in mind of a momentary panic attack way. But still I'm starting to freak out a bit emotionally too (similar to what I experienced when they were all in grade school full time that first year!) ngl. I'm irritated that I'm feeling empty nest and my nest is not empty yet, and excited for them and also trying to not get overly involved while also hugging them a lot more at random (they are tolerant of this).

But yeah. Freaking out a bit. Transitions are sometimes hard.