@Luna I'm at an age in my life (and have been for a while), where I am constantly surprised at how young I am still and how much time I have left. (When I was 18-24ish, I was almost constantly concerned that I was getting old, and wasting my life, and I needed to do ALL THE THINGS NOW. Of course that could have been due to how I was living, but-- Anywise, yeah. When I was younger I thought I was wasting my youth).
These days I'm constantly amazed I've lived this long, and have at least (hopefully) 50 more years to go. But at the same time I look back and think: Man, I was so young. How did I get "old" (relative old)?
I'm still so young that amount of time I have left on this planet is almost terrifying, but at the same time I've leaved almost three decades and that makes me feel old.
It's weird.
I'm weird.