Posts made by Luna

I'm always scared I'll run something lame and no one will tell me it's lame. So if yall promise some feedback I'll do something once I'm approved.

@Ganymede This whole thing was always a bit contentious. I didn't want a divorce even though I hated him (and at one point threw him out at gunpoint) because I didn't want to share my baby. I just didn't trust him. Luckily I had a good lawyer and he had a step up plan where he had to meet all these visitation requirements on this whole ladder plan. He was in Iraq her first year, we didn't make it to court until she was over 2 and he didn't meet overnight requirements until she was over 3. I'm not required to take her to him ever. I do now and then because I need to do something and he's too lazy to get up or several times his car was unsafe and I sent him home and would take her. His various rotating door of live in girlfriends have caused problems, he never lives on his own, he bounces from girls apartments to his parents house.

In short, it sucks but it could be worse. He thinks we're friends because I'm nice to him for the baby's sake. (I know, she's 6, but she's always my baby)

Many people with things like anxiety or chronic pain keep it to themselves. Partially because it's embarrassing. Partially because of the helpful advice. And partially because it makes people I care about feel like shit. If I ask nicely for something because I need it to be happy and you don't provide, why am I going to explain that changing a pattern upsets me in an extreme fashion because I have some stupid disorder? If we talk daily and then don't for days, I think I did something wrong. Every time. if that's annoying, it's always going to be annoying, known anxiety or not.

@VulgarKitten doesn't often talk about her anxiety and when she does it's mostly to people who know what's up. I know exactly what she means. It is aggrivating. But I also know what it's like to want to solve problems. I try to state when I'm bitching just to bitch because I get the problem solver side too.

Peeve: Insomnia. God you're a bitch. I haven't slept alright for over a week at least. I'm kinda losing count. I have to be up in 3 hours to drive across town and back to take my kid to her dads because he's too lazy to come get her for his weekend and I have a dentist appointment. At 8 am. My best friend was going to watch her but her house got flooded and has no floors and only half of the walls and my mom is in the hospital. I tend to everyone and there's just so little left for me.

@VulgarKitten Just breathe! I don't know what your deal is. God. All you have to do is get over it. IT'S THAT SIMPLE.

Microdermabrasion. So smoooooth

@Miss-Demeanor Yes. Yes there are so many sensitive people that can't handle that. These people are not my friends and this is maybe why I don't have that many friends. Whoops. The friends I do have are kind of awesome in that they'll point something out to me in a store 'that is a tacky ass dress, it's so you!' Which is true. I love some obnoxious shit.

I have a friend I game with. She's a sweetheart, but a bit of a nut. I tell her when she's acting crazy. I've told her she's much too fat because she eats too much. Why beat around the proverbial bush when honesty works better. I can't be friends with people without honesty.

I've gotten in trouble multiple times on TR for it. Opal got me in trouble a lot. No regrets there. I got in trouble for telling Spider she's full of shit. If I don't cater to my friends, I'm not catering to anyone else's delusions.

I had the 17th in mind. Damn. I gotta get on my app

More flooding. Yay.

@WTFE I'm such a dork, that Frasier reference was awesome! But yes, the struggle is real.

@WTFE I'm the daughter of an Engineer.

@WTFE Engineers are straight up crazy people.

I don't like people who can't do some things by themselves either but I also like togetherness things. That said I've been successfully doing things by myself for 6 years. That makes being forever alone sound like I'm just strong and independent. Winning!

@Admiral Good lord. That sounds like what people think where I live is like. It sounds awful.

@Admiral YES. Yes yes yes. 'You're going to die if you eat that much eggs and bacon' 'is that ALL your having? You can't be full.' 'Oh I'm on a diet too but live a little' 'You need to switch to turkey bacon' 'you eat too much butter' Bitch please. Leave me alone, I'm happy and you're complaining about feeling like shit and that you can't find clothes.

Don't even get me started on arguments with girls who are mad some guy says they are too fat to date but only wants a thin buff man because they can't control what they're attracted to. NEITHER CAN THE DUDE. God.

Furthermore, this may be why my really fat ex wrote me and told me I was horrible and full of vitriol.

RL Pet Peeve - Fatlogic

I don't like it when people give me shit over what and how much I eat. (Which oddly enough never happened when I was really fat but almost 100 pounds later people come out of the woodwork to have an opinion)

I'm not going to judge another persons love of delicious junk.

Being lonely. Complain about being lonely expecting replies of 'oh I totally understand :(' and instead get invitations to hang out or go out. Try to explain its not that kind of lonely. No one gets it, proceed to feel stupid and lonely.

I just thought the tone was insulting is all. I'm a terrible speller, but it doesn't mean I'm all Myseriouse vamyire says Hai guyz.

Adding words is a completely valid solution for someone who can't figure out how to turn it off or if it keeps coming back on.

Just because you're an awful speller doesn't mean you're an idiot. If you're a proficient speller, I can't see how it would get in the way of too much anyhow.

Just add the words to your spellchecker and be done with it as a problem? I did that for things like ooc and the like. Works beautifully.

Ahh that's interesting. I'm a bit out of touch on Windows I admit. I've been on Mac for so long at this point that I quit doing things I had to go to Windows for. I run Quickbooks using VM Ware and gave up on Windows games since I got the Ps4.

Still, good to know because my baby wants a real computer and I'll be building her a desktop over the summer. She goes to her dads all July so if plans go accordingly I'll be all moved and have built her a sweet minecraft machine. She wants to use mods so bad. Her 360 and my PS4 are not for modding obviously. All her educational stuff that's given through the school is browser based but I just get tired of her on my computers.