Posts made by Macha

Especially since the men's only bottoms requirement says :Shorts not too baggy

I did the dumbest shit today.

They changed my short acting insulin pen. It is now gray...as is my long term acting insulin pen.

guess who gave herself the wrong stuff?

So now I sit here, drinking juice until my stomach hurts, praying. I can't afford the hospital.

When someone tries to call being transphobic/homophobic a 'preference', and pretends to not understand that calling a transwoman a man is wrong.

And THEN people defend this person, because they're from a super rural area, etc etc.

If you spend time on social media, you fucking know better.

@derp Which I am dealing with today. It says my new debit card is to be delivered today... but it's past 5pm, and there is no mail in our mailbox. WTF.

@wretched I feel this a little too much.

I've been hanging in there, during the move, for the most part. Still getting up and doing things, even when I wasn't feeling it.

Today though.. my body said /no/. Sugars crashed and took longer than normal to recover, my stomach is being annoying, and no matter how much water/etc I try, my head aches.

Now to try and not feel guilty for not doing anything today.

@tiredewok YAY!

I'm already pissed off at my boss, over this bullshit not getting my full raise thing.

now he's sneaking work onto a sheet that is not checked every day, as it's not the main thrust of my job, and NOT telling me. WTF>

@tiredewok is it Sarah?

@cobalt Wait. Before you said it was third of her name!

(for some reason my weird ass brain stopped me and went, Wait... what? )

And the percentage of people with ODD who have ADHD, is...significantly higher than those who don't have ADHD.

Which I find fascinating.

@ganymede One of my favorite podcasts has rules, if you're ever arrested or a suspect. 1. Never trust anything you're promised, say nothing. 2. Get a lawyer. 3. Never take a polygraph

@tributary I haven't been fired or laid off. I just got screwed over, and there was an email that showed me how badly I got screwed over.

And I'm hoping to find a fully remote position, because fuck the office.

Job hunting when you thought you had finally found a job to belong in.

@arkandel Thank the gods that's not me. I don't know if it's just I've been on unemployment and short term disability before, so I don't want anyone to suffer, or if it's my ODD just flipping off the fucking assholes who try to tell me how they don't want to 'pay for those who won't work' or what.

Yeah. People I helped train in this last year, got promoted. Someone my boss had to take work from, because they weren't getting it done, and gave it to me? They got promoted a tier.

Me? nope. Why? Because in Dec/Jan, my depression and ADHD made it super hard for me to get focused and started first thing in the morning. My boss KNEW it, I went to him about it because I have a LIFE LONG problem with December and January with my depression (Deaths in the family, esp my mother's when I was 3, and my father's behavior in December for that reason every year thereafter until he passed).

Now, my work was still getting done every day, by the end of the day. I was by no means slacking off. They just didn't like the optics of the late start, and then working like a demon (thanks hyperfocus) in the afternoon.

And now they want me to be on the 'Sunshine Squad'? To help get the team to interact more, and to help lift spirits, blah blah blah bullshit? I don't fucking think so.

If 90% of your full time employees are looking for or have a second job - you are failing them.

Fuck you and your 13 cent raise.

Don't tell someone that 'I know I can trust you." Or 'I know I can give you work and you'll make sure it gets done', and then hamstring them on getting a promotion.

Time to look at other avenues of employment.

@bluebird This is AWESOME.

I am in new place, and my week of being alone here is coming to an end. My friend who is the reason I needed to find a 2 bedroom is moving in on Monday.. and has quit the job she got here in my town which was why she needed to move /here/.

She has another job, remote, pays better, it just..boggles my mind. But she will be here! Logan will be ECSTATIC, because he adores her, and I can finally have plans to arrange things in the living room, etc.

I somehow got an appt for behavioral intake tomorrow, vs 4-6 weeks out.

Here's hoping there's someone who understands ADHD and how it affects everything else my brain does weird.

@ominous said in 2021 E3 Hype:

Well, you better Starbuckle up,

This is gold.