I'm super excited, and know this probably means very little to any of you but....
Not only have I seemed to temporarily drag myself out of whatever rut I've been in, but I was productive enough to launch my own Patreon account to hopefully supplement my Etsy page! Huzzah!
For kicks:
I really hate it when things make me whiney.
I've developed the upper respiratory plague that's going around, and I have asthma, so I've been down for the count since Christmas. Officially can no longer speak, as I've coughed myself hoarse. Was initially treated for a severe sinus infection. Damnit I don't want to go back to the doctor.
whinewhinebitchmoanwhine
Somebody make it stop 
Joywave, Meg Myers, Astronautalis, Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed, MS MR, In This Moment, Slipknot...
....All at the same time (not really).
The usual random mix of stuff >>
I've been told I'm weird/all over the place with my music choices...
I hate that I keep falling into old habits. And that I'm a whiney child-person about old habits. And have few people to vent to because old habits aren't good habits.
Angry at myself and my general dumbness and clingyness (argh, the worst. The Worst.) with some social situations.
shakes a fist
Also, wtf FitBit, why are you dying.
ETA: The crazy (mine) ... it huuuurts us precious. hiss
Feeling inspired.
Talking with good friends, if only briefly.
@Kanye-Qwest said in RL Anger:
Not so much anger, as a frustrated/irritated "omg" kind of situation...
Totally used nasal spray as eye drops, accidentally. That shit burns after a minute...
At least my eyes won't be congested, at least..? =/
So how high are you, exactly?
....moderately? >>
And.. @DnvnQuinn, maybe it helped..? After the burning stopped, my eyes didn't itch anynore, so that's good =D
I found two fleas on my dog last night... As such, I haven't slept for two reasons:
Fuck you, fleas. =|
Not so much anger, as a frustrated/irritated "omg" kind of situation...
Totally used nasal spray as eye drops, accidentally. That shit burns after a minute...
At least my eyes won't be congested, at least..? =/
@Ghost
Damnit...I can't unhear, or unsee that now... Volbeat as Cher
@Arkandel
It was wonderful. And kind of awful. And ridiculous. I probably loved it for all the reasons other people hated it. But I'm weird like that...
Repeated 12 hour work-days are tiring. I do not love those.
What I do love is the 12 hours of uninterrupted sleep I just got as a result of the crazy-work. Awesome dreams. Well rested. Stormy outside.
Perfect lazy day off before starting all over again with crazy-work tomorrow.
@Luna
My hair is totally frizzing out of control, and it doesn't usually. The wavy is now crazy-curly, in the worst of ways. Here's hoping that I've distracted the fickle Frizz-god, Humidity, and it won't bother you tonight.
Peeve: Going part time because I don't want full time hours at the day job (have other work now), and ending up with more hours than I ever had when full time, when i used to beg for overtime. What gives? Now I can't get /anything/ done. Definitely one of those things where I don't want to turn them down for hours, because I'm sure the second I do, they'll just stop scheduling me (another peeve)... but jeepers.
Also, being allegedly not-qualified for basically all of the jobs I can find in the area, that aren't retail. What kind of a receptionist job needs a bachelor's degree to, quite literally according to the listing, "Sort mail and answer phones". Buh.
My third order on Etsy in 3 days, after two months of radio silence.
Whew.
cheers!
I'm sure I've posted about this before...
Being so exhausted that you desperately want to sleep, but so totally wired that you just can't. Fuck you, Brain.
frowns at lack of sleep
An excellent day with the hubs after a pretty nasty argument last night.
Nightmares. Fuck nightmares. Actually got to bed at decent hour for a change, so naturally my brain was like, "Nope!" And plotted to traumatize me, one stupid hour at a time.
I'm in my twenties ffs. This should not be a thing that exhausts me, but totally was. Apparently my own brain is mighty disturbing.
grumbles
@Coin said:
I liked Ratkin and Nagah and Ajaba the best.
I was (and am) such a sucker for Nagah. Nagah ftw, people. >>
VACATION!
My first real vacation in about three years. (As in, does not involve being in some family member's wedding)
Excuse me, while I moonwalk and tapdance up to Maine. 
Just started watching The Strain about an hour ago...
... oooOOOoooo
I know what I'll be procrastinating with, today <<