Posts made by Macha

@Auspice I fold laundry. ...most of the time. Like so far this year, I'm 100% same day wash/dry/fold.

I've been having a string of pain days so bad I can barely get around. I call the Doc and talk to his nurse about finally going for something for pain management. Just something to take the worst edge off on the worst days, so I can function. ...he wants me to up my Prednisone. The steroid I'm on because I'm waiting for the injection med to hit 3 months and hopefully work. The steroid that as a diabetic, I shouldn't even be on this long.

Fuck.

My co-worker gave me two random pieces of chocolate today - because he'd picked them up at the store on his way to work and they had nuts in them and he can't have them, but it was still nice of him to offer them to me.

Then he, the big boss, and I got to talk about the Super Bowl/NFL for a good 20 minutes. My big boss did my first desk audit, which I passed super easy, and he's super encouraging. He asked me if I'm still liking it, which I am. He's given me a job where I can do what I'm /good/ at, and something that makes me feel good/worthwhile. The pay is still a little lame, but once they bring me on from the temp - that gets better and all the bonuses I earn between now and then come active.

I got two cans of spaghetti-os with meatballs at the store - So I'm ready if I have a super low/super painful day. Dump in bowl - add garlic power and onion powder. Stir. Nuke til hot.

My first two super serious relationships I met them online through friends I RPed with. The last one I met while out on a cheese trail thing with other friends.

I've had a lot of less serious relationships, but I don't have the time or energy for that bullshit anymore. Either be totally chill and we hang out/have sex/you go home at the end of the night - or let's get fucking real and figure out if we really want to go long term, you know?

@RightMeow Well, it definitely gave me a good laugh on a totally crappy pain day, so I appreciate.

@surreality So when we win the lotto - we buy haunted house. I call the Carriage house, yo lol

@surreality To quote a classic. "I ain't scared o' no ghost."

I'm not, either. I've lived places 'known' to be haunted. I believe in ghosts, as well. There was one that I was told about - how they'd just make noise. I would just yell 'Stop it, shut up, I'm concentrating here.'

I wouldn't know how to date anymore.

@surreality I admit I would sage the fuck out of the place and tell ghosts to fuck off for some of those old fashioned tubs. -swoon-

@surreality I love that house. Some of the decor choices are weird as hell which makes me think haunted - like the rocking horse at the top of the stairs on the ledge with no railing? Haunted.

I still want to win the lottery and buy it and live in the guest house.

I don't want my boss to stop into the office tomorrow. I want to listen to my podcasts while I do the tedious paperwork shit.

@Pandora I see you have seen the meme.

@Tinuviel that is my stance. Aka "For Pete's sake".

When you have a coworker that you can bullshit back and forth about a meme asking if it is "For fuck sake" or "For fuck's sake". And they're actually pondering it.

@Auspice There are things about me I will always hate. But I feel you about the scarring (hello 4 abdominal surgeries in 4 years) and no matter what, I KNOW where the scars are, even the ones other people may not 'notice'.

Other people think I'm hot, so I'll roll with it. I will stop telling them how they're blind/wrong/etc. Because even if I am heavier than I would like to be, and scarred, I'm a badass bitch.

@Derp Ordered some insoles for the dress shoes, and one for the walking shoes to/from the car

@Sunny I say please and thank you to Siri every time I ask it to set a timer, or tell me what the weather is.

My oatmeal cup this morning tasted so bad I couldn't finish it. Even eating other things - sugars still tanked. Bleh.

My legs are agony today. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get my calves to stop burning to agonizing levels when I walk. Today my feet just HURT. I need new shoes, I know that, but there's no money for that, yet.