Posts made by SilentHills

@GreenFlashlight I'm the only one who is that much of an asshole, and I thought about it earlier. Then I figured people would tell me it wasn't cool.

RIP Mr. Brimley. You were great in The Thing.

It's me, your friend Rhiannon here. I miss you!

When you start a conversation with someone that seems... maybe not so amicable due to misunderstandings, but you both turn it around and are able to have a productive, good conversation. Shout out to @Testament. I appreciate you!

@Auspice OCD and ADHD and probably autism checking in to say... you have friends here. There are so many little things that piss me off for what most people would consider to be no rational reason. Literally like someone is driving nails into my spine or something. I don't know if it's sensory, if it's OCD, if it's me just being a grumpy bitch who hates everything but Good God. I feel you.

@Ominous Yes, I've been looking into this one! Gonna check out this vid!

@ZombieGenesis Now that I've read into it, MH sounds kinda awesome. It also makes sense why you would only play it with people you could trust.

Just a fun, brief note on Far Cry 6: a good friend of mine who I used to MU* with was a writer on Far Cry 5 and has been working on Far Cry 6! She's super stoked to see her work finally being introduced. I couldn't be more proud of her.

@somasatori That is amazingly sweet of you. Changing how you think about things doesn't always work out. I think that the description of ACT you gave me sounds like a looooot of guided journals I tend to buy, whether they just be silly ones like, '701 things about me' but ones that really make you think, you know? I like that idea and would be interested in seeing more examples!

Thank you for your kind response. Today was a rough day and my brain is my own worst enemy. Most of the time scenarios I think of in my head aren't as bad as I make them out to be. I know I need to change that way of thinking because it interferes with my relationships.

That being said, I appreciate you reaching out. Thank you - and I'm checking into the Shrink Space thing too. I told my partner earlier tonight I was seriously thinking about starting therapy again.

@somasatori Good luck to you too, from a junior majoring in psych with a minor in criminal in justice.

I like having the option to do romantic RP with long term partners on those types of games, but I FTB for TS/erotic RP. I know that makes me insanely weird, but I do enjoy it.

I hate multiverse themes personally. I don't want to TS (if I did TS) Dante from Devil May Cry, I want to get to know a character someone put time and thought into - the player, not the creator of Devil May Cry.

Just my two cents.

So, I have major depressive disorder and a bunch of other bullshitty mental illnesses that that are too long to list and sometimes I fear that listing them will make people go, 'How the fuck are you functional?' BECAUSE I JUST DO OKAY.

I've been hit hard lately by feelings of just... general shittiness. I've been self-destructive, crabby, hard to please, and basically I am just constantly going through some shit. It gets tiring for me, it HAS to get tiring for the people around me, and a few months ago I ended my talk therapy because I had a lack of things to talk about. Me and my therapist would just sit there and bullshit.

If you're reaching this long, rambling bullshit, if you RP with me and I seem off, or my characters seem off, it's hopefully not forever. My brain is just like fucking salty all the time for no good reason. That's how mental illness feels.

Thanks for your consideration,
your resident mentally ill charlatan

I like the sounds of the first one.

I'm sorry, I'll say it. I didn't/couldn't get into the Magicians. I SAID IT.

@Botulism You know it's gonna get called TITS anyway, right?

@SuperiorHuron Big hugs, honey. I hope all the tests come back negative!

@SuperiorHuron This is some big bullshit.

The admin seems nice and welcoming.

@Aria I had to ask my hipper, younger friends about smoking weed after this and they definitely said the worst thing they've ever done is strong bong hits. They both advised against it and said they threw up. I can see why you wouldn't recommend it.

@Packrat Wow, this is just an adorable picture.

I got high on a weed for the first time this weekend and I am suddenly really pissed off by anyone who has ever played an over the top dumb pothead. Looking at you, Jules.

Like, damn. All I did was get really chill about everything, eat for like four hours, and have a nap.

Can you actually smoke yourself retarded? Are past over the top pothead portrayals accurate? What is life?

Or Sloane at TrueBlood Dallas, London Grace at True Blood Dallas, someone else at Code Lyoko MUSH and holy shit we played a lot of games together circa what, like 2008-2009?

I am pretty sure you're a catfish but if you're still out there, a) I never believed you were a 15 year old girl who played sports at an all Catholic girls' school and had a 17-year-old jock bro who played hockey but could never be online RPing at the same time as you on the same games, b) I'm not mad, c) I still care about you even though the whole sitch was bizarre as shit.

You still roped me into some of the best and wildest memories from MU*dom.

If at some point you ever want to come forward, find it in your heart to drop me a line and tell me that you're alive and doing well. Hopefully doing well.

By the way, no one supported my shitty idea about getting your voice box put in my throat on SMU* after you left.

-Terra's player