honestly, not so much anger as sad. going in to the first holiday season since my parents moved across the country, so i'm gonna be spending all of it alone. which isn't so great or fun, and super sad. i am a grown adult so i shouldn't be so sad but. eh.
I mean my family sucks, but I still sort of mope every Thanksgiving because it's cemented in my memory from childhood as that holiday where we'd all gather at my mom's or dad's side and eat tons of food and cousins and-
like, even when everything else sucked it was the one time of year where I was full of food and everything was cool, so sure! grown-ass adult, but them's was good times. So I get it. It's okay to be sad during the holidays. There's a reason that call centers get a spike in calls from people just wanting to chat during the holidays.