Realized this morning I fucked up in taking this position.
So overall I'll be $75 'up' from where I have been.
Which is OK. I mean, my paycheck this past week was $0.75 more than my rent check. With what I carried over from my previous check, I have enough money for the bus, food, but I have to skip on my meds for a week and a half (fingers crossed the withdraw from anti-depressants and migraine meds isn't too bad; I'm off both as of today).
But being up $75 will be good. Getting my meds shifted (after Struggle Week) to mid-month check will be good. I can afford them all on that check.
The big place I fucked up...
I can't even work-vacay anymore. Previously, I could work wherever I was. I could at least travel with people and work from 'a different place.' It meant I could still see my family once a year.
They've already locked in going to San Antonio in December and having me join them.
I can't. Unless I take time off work to do so.
But if I take that time off, I can't pay my bills.
So it looks like I don't get to see them this year.