Posts made by Luna

Ok now I want to play.

The only people who leave me voicemail is people I don't know. I refuse to check it and consider it an annoyance. Maybe I'm one of the few.

It's cold. (Cold for here which is 60 but fuck it, I'm cold) The heat in my car is broken. I'm still under warranty, car is less than 2 years old, but still, time and aggravation to get it fixed.

Also Sirius needs to fire Madison at First Wave. I hate her. And delicious Halloween fraps at Starbucks have too many calories. We won't even discuss the amount of sugar.

@Ganymede I hadn't really thought about it that way. Makes some sense then.

Um. Thanks federal government for making me mail a notarized letter that says for real my financial aid is for school. What is this I can't even.

I took my acrylics (because sometimes I am that basic bitch) off because I was doing a lot of typing. Then I just decided to grow out the damage. Damage almost gone, 5 papers to write this term. School is ruining my life! But for real it's a simple pleasure and I'm sad without my stupid fake nails.

My kid is not sleeping well after her month at her dads (who keeps inviting me to places, which fuck no not now not ever). I'm tired. My parents health is in decline, not like they may die any day, but that they're sad cripple elderly who can't do anything. If something doesn't change in a couple months by either them getting better or accepting things won't get better, I'm going to have to cut them off from help because I can't keep up. I'm not an only child but my brother is useless and has his own problems.

I hate almost everyone except the three people I love who aren't related to me and of course the people who are citizens of IKEA-land.

There's a video that covers the first 2 games. So you can just watch that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlvkjMYcryI

@tragedyjones I promise not to be wooed by the lesbos. Even if they have pussy so good you can throw it up into the air and it becomes sunshine.

@Cobaltasaurus lol that's awesome.

The best boob moments on Mus were from back when descs mattered and some dude would be pretending to be a girl. Petite, 110 pounds, size 46DDD boobs. I'd always be like psst hey bro, numbers are the band size. You actually want that smaller. 46DDD isn't that big, boob wise and no tiny girl would wear that. I actually had one dude argue that it was European sizing. Then your band size isn't big enough. Cup size is still wrong. How hard is it to google about boobs?

@HelloRaptor I know. I was making jokes.

@tragedyjones If only everyone did this. It's just polite!

@HelloRaptor Lol! Have we played together before?

@Cobaltasaurus Could have been me. Sounds like some shit I would say! I used to be defensive of my preferences because I got accused of being a guy a lot. Still do but I don't care. It apparently even is a thing on ESO. My characters get built in such a way that, when combined with my PSN name, I surprise people when I talk. Now it's just funny.

I have a character on eldrich. I think. I haven't picked out her PB. She's a crone. All our TS has to include weird blood ritual stuff and maybe sometimes a sacrifice. You can pick out her pb but she must have huge titties or I can't relate to her at all.

If you bore me though during TS I will totally fake a disconnect. You are warned.

@Arkandel Because that's fucked up and disturbing. Even if you're not an animal lover, that's a sign of sick people.

@thebird Take some vitamin D. It's not going to make you happy, and it won't cure clinical depression despite what some Facebook forwards say, but it does help a bit. Even if it doesn't, it can't hurt. Other than that, hugs! And I know how you feel.

@VulgarKitten You'll be ok too. Just be patient. And let me know how it's going. You're doing really great with school and all!

@VulgarKitten has seen the crap he texts me. That alone makes me feel a bit less crazy.

In general, just thanks for listening yall. Holy hell he drives me batty. Not being able to understand his motivations bothers me. And like I said, he'll lie when the truth will do so asking is no help.

He does get visitation. She hates it but she's 6 and I raised her on my own. He didn't see her until she was 1, didn't get to take her away until she was 2 and didn't get overnights until she was 3. She has her own iPad with cell service so she can always call me and I always know where she is. And her being 6, she's more self sufficient. It's less worrisome now than it used to be.

And I didn't keep her from him. He was in Iraq until she was 1, then he had unlimited access to her but didn't like seeing me at all because I'm so awful and the judge put him on a step up plan which he consistently failed.

@Ganymede I said thanks but no. I didn't bother to ask why because he lies when the truth will do. I sincerely don't think I'm leading him on. Aside from the fact that he initiated the separation and divorce, I've told him implicitly that I'm happier without him. And also to quit touching me.

@Ganymede Maybe. I know he's in treatment for PTSD and is looking to get VA disability so that makes sense. I try to be civil and polite but he makes me excruciatingly uncomfortable. There was a lot of gaslighting and other awful things. I have no interest in this whatsoever. I've lost a lot of weight and his compliments and wanting to hug me just skeeve me out. Wanting to go to dinner alone isn't something I want to do and I don't think I could. I think I would have the mother of all anxiety attacks.

@Shebakoby Ok that's what I thought and then I was like...surely not. I was like oh hey, no. It's just so weird.

@Shebakoby Hahaha, part time security guard. But he might go back to school. For business. So he can...start a business. Wtf lol