Posts made by Macha

@Wretched You post this like there is something wrong with lunchables. (I totally did not just eat one. -hides evidence-)

@moth That's his tongue peeking out!

I love goulash. I never thought it was an 'authentic' dish, or anything. I knew where it /originated/ but never thought it was the same. Like we've done with a lot of good food, here in 'Murica.

My dog expresses my feelings on this morning.

I remember one night, my then super pot smoking ...whatever our relationship was, made a bong out of a watermelon. That was actually pretty enjoyable.

Also when he packed the bong with fresh fallen snow. That was super smooth.

@Ganymede Jon Stewart = upvote.

I will say it's a nurse that tries to make sure I have weed for when I can't take that pain. (She just happens to be my sister)

@Sunny I wish my doctor's would consider the mj for pain.Trying to get referred for pain management is a joke. I've got two painful autoimmunes that I'm diagnosed with, and my doctor thinks I may have a third (please gods, no), but I can't get medical MJ? I don't WANT Morphine

Uh, but I digress. Sorry

@TNP I second that. ... fucking go, Gorsuch?

See, I'm an asshole. It's not that I don't see color. Because of course I do, because I'm so fucking PALE that I admire all the other skin tones. I just hate the fact people put so much emphasis on something so beautful.

I have smoked my fair share of pot. My dad used to get me to smoke with him at like 2am, so we could both get some sleep.

I smoke now when I'm in such amounts of pain, that there's nothing else I can do. (I have no real painkillers.) It makes me want Raspberry Toaster Strudels (every damn time), and makes me want to just lay around and space out.

Because I smoke it so sparingly, it doesn't take much, but if I smoke too much (like I do with my sisters), I get that whole 'oh shit everyone is gonna know' paranoia going.

However, I have a friend who smokes weed every day, not /quite/ all day, but close (medical marijuana for his pain, and he grows his own as he lives in Cali). That mofo can still get so high he forgets what character he is, in the video game he's playing - when the character icon is on the screen. It never fails to amaze me (and make me jealous). But when things start to get sour, he will slam the snark/nasty hammer down - he's super reactive to that stuff.

@RightMeow I just want to say I am proud of you for recognizing a bad situation and getting out.

I want off the Prednisone, but when I try to taper off, the pain becomes damn near crippling. Like, can't walk from my front door to my car crippling.

I need off the steroid. A - it's not good for long term anyhow. B. As a diabetic, it's baaaad. C. I don't want to gain any more weight.

Dr just doesn't want to think about the next option. Like.. .wTf

@Aria Ahhh I know what group this is. And the first name, too! Like my friends and I were wondering how the FUCK that was acceptable.

@Rinel Holy shit! This explains SO MUCH.

@JinShei And so I'm reading a groupon email. And they have 'Dad' shirts. And I'm almost crying now, because there's a perfect one. "They call me Dad because 'Partner in Crime' makes me sound like a bad influence." - My dad would have loved that shirt and rocked it hard core.

I'm just angry at my stepmother. She asked the kids about how we wanted to handle his ashes. We all agreed to spread half on my mother's grave with her, and then my stepmother could have the other half to have buried with her when she goes. - She backed out and didn't do it. So I can't even go 'visit' him at my mom's grave, either.

@JinShei And I can't go see my siblings, and I can't go to the places I feel close to him. I'm feeling very alone in my grief, and that just makes it worse.

@faraday I'm realizing now, with this thread, how many ADHD signs there are in my family.

We have something very close to Faraday time. We just call it "LastName Time"

Close my emails to get away from all the Father's Day sale crap in my inbox. Try watching my food network for some mindless binging - turn that off after the commercials start gnawing.

Turn on a character's spotify playlist to work on something for said character -
Hailee Steinfeld comes on. - Gods damn it. One of the last conversations my dad and I had, was watching TV in his hospital room on Christmas, when a commercial for Bumblebee came on.

Dad: " I know she's young, but she's hot."
Me: "Agreed. Talented, too."
Dad: "...I will never get used to the fact I can look at chicks with you, but you're not a lesbian."
Me: "Love you too, Dad."

(ETA: My father, despite having caught me in various acts with various boyfriends/FWB over the years, for a while was convinced I was a lesbian, because I like women, too. It took him... oh, 15 years to grasp that I liked both.)

@Kanye-Qwest I wonder if my dad was ADD - he never seemed to have much concept of time passing unless there was a clock [--] that close to his face.

See, I have this GUILT thing - i procrastinate, and I know I shouldn't and and and...