Posts made by Macha

@surreality The local grocery chain carries them. So I'm lucky - they have both - ice cream and non.

@Cupcake I don't know you, but I'm totally behind you and believe you. I was there a year ago.

I am hoping this heals you.

I confess, I love the ice cream kind. I like the non-ice cream too, but the strawberry ice cream ones are just /so/ good.

I'm falling apart. I go from angry to wanting to sob, to wanting to just lay in bed and let myself die.
Part of it is being out of a certain medication (without the birth control, the hormones go whackadoodle), because of stupid prior auth and a doctor's office fucking off.

But I know a huge chunk of it is everything going on. My dog is awesome, but a good conversationalist he's not. My roommates basically work/come home/hide in their room together. Which is their right, but it makes me feel even more isolated. I'm a person who stays home a lot, but being told I HAVE TO, bumps up against my Defiance disorder thing I can't remember the name of. Clearly, I'm staying in, but I don't have to /like it/ sort of shit.

@TNP Well, my Rheumatologist knows, we thought maybe it was an issue because I'd gone off my steroids cold turkey (mess up with the Rx), but a week back on hasn't done me any good.

I've got seriously bad edema in my legs. It's been bad for over a week, and I'm terrified to go anywhere to /do/ anything about it. I'm just scared.

@silverfox I also would like to play.

Well, unemployment had a super quick turn around. So that's nice - bills are paid and I don't have to freak out. Work, on the other hand, is harder than hell to focus on. I feel like I'm failing all over the place. I have to use my cellphone to call clients, so my id is blocked, so people aren't answering. I need to talk to them to really do my job. Bleh.

Brian Dennehy

@Cupcake Hello puppers. Pet them for me, please!

@Rinel Yep. Tears. I would hug you if I could.

@Auspice My bank's online banking and app are down right now, too. So I can't even check my balance and try to figure things out.

@Darren That's really not helping, Thanks.

So, because of everyone ever being unemployed, I don't have any word on my unemployment claim. So while I have started work from home, I have no money coming in, and like... 4 million bills hitting all at once. My anxiety is screaming, I keep bursting into tears, and it's screwing up my sugar levels. Which all just serves to piss me off and make me grumpy.

I'm already going to be in bed, so...! I'm sure Logan will make a surprise appearance too. Hope everyone likes dogs!

So I finally got a call from IT. I am now able to set up to work from home. I have a Zoom conference at 2, and they have some mystery project they want me to work on.

I am not putting on work clothes for this. They can live with my Star Wars "Rebel Scum" t-shirt and my Quarantine hair, don't care ponytail.

Especially since I'm not on the clock for today

I am sure I am not the only Mad Magazine lover. Mort Drucker

You can't order tp from Walmart for grocery pickup. So now I have to get a delivery from a different store. This whole "If I catch this shit I could die" is really a pain in my ass, grocery wise.

I wish I could have gotten a screenshot. Telemed Webex meeting with one of my doctors this morning on my laptop. Logan sneaks in, and suddenly leaps into me, and starts giving me all the kisses.

Thankfully, my doctor is a dog guy who wants a dog, and thought Logan was adorable.

@silverfox You could donate money to food banks, maybe? They can get more food per dollar than a regular old person donating food, and they're getting hit pretty hard right now, with so many people in need.