Posts made by RightMeow

@Auspice Wait, what is this imgur one?

Everyone! I need all these exchanges that you all know about. I NEED THEM ALL

@Auspice

I got my reddit Santa Gift person!!!! I've been shopping since yesterday. I'm SO EXCITED to send a gift to someone and I wouldn't have been able to if you didn't tell me about it!!

On a sad note, I missed ornaments and cards. I've never used reddit (don't lynch me bro), is there a way to set up something to alert me when there are new gift exchanges?

Are there more coming? I need more Christmas/Random Gift Giving in my life.

@hedgehog Puddle of Mudd - She fucking hates me

@Goblin
Right?! I mean I'd understand if I was getting it from a state I wasn't in, but I am here. HERE. Comeon. Also, I need it for all the things. MuttermutterEnhancedIDmuttermutterPassportmuttermutterStupidDLStar

Ahem...
Please?

WHY?!

Why does it have to be so expensive to order a birth certificate?

Sorry, carry on.

@Auspice What's the book?

@silverfox

I googled this. That is all I'm saying on this matter.

What about other people's computers? I took my sister's phone and looked up:

How to murder your sister and get away with it.

Then I slid it back to her and said, "Insurance."

I think it boils down to, there is no right answer and answers that are coming are hard ones to make. I'm not going into my life specifics because, frankly, it doesn't matter. This is all opinion for the most part. I think people are basically good and their hearts go out to anyone that is suffering. I think people that help by giving food/giving money/working towards social reform/etc are helping how they choose to. It might not be how all choose to do it, but they are doing something.

I don't think this is a one-up-game. There are times I give money and there are times that I can't put enough in my budget to make ends meet. There are times I've needed money. I lived in a state that people made six figures a year panhandling (I'm not saying homeless just the act of panhandling). Sure there are studies about it, but people in this vein aren't robbing people. This is money handed over to them.

Sure, maybe it's under false pretenses, but there is a lot in life that is like that. We buy a laptop for X amount of money and then find out that the next year the operating system doesn't work. We made that choice. We take a salary position and then we work out how much we actually make an hour after we see how many hours we put in. We made that choice. Or you think benefits are included and aren't. I know these are not on the same par as homeless or panhandling, but they are decisions we make with our money. If you give money to a panhandler. That's up to you. If you give it to the state to try to win the lottery that's up to you.

If they are using it for drugs. They are using it for drugs. If they are using it just to pay their bills or because they found a way to make six figures a year. More on them.

I'm likely to give my time and my money to organizations helping the homeless or my real heart of hearts is women (and men) fleeing domestic violence. This doesn't make me a saint or sinner. It just makes a choice I make in life. These are hard topics and the right thing is a hard thing to know or to judge because people have things that have happened in their lives to form their personal choices. You can't know them. I don't think you should judge them. I just think you should know that most people are helping how they can and how they feel comfortable.

This is however, just my opinion, so you can take that as you will.

When people are cool about my random, crazy char coming in on a scene.

@hedgehog Hate on me - Jill Scott

Years ago. I meet this person that does tabletop gaming. I'm super excited because NO ONE in my friend group at the time had a clue what I was talking about and didn't want to. I met his fiancee who was pregnant with his kid. He was just straight up a nice guy.

The other guys at the first session sort of stared at me, but like others, I'm kind of use to it (not in a vain way. I got boobs man). No one did anything. The next session they were cool. The DM gives me a retainer that he plays to assist me (I know, I know). It was through a few bad rolls on my account, etc.

He asks me over to do a side quest (stop judging me).... nothing happens we just RP. Nothing flirty (I'm always super happy and hyper it does tend to come off as flirting). We are good. I get along with his fiancee who doesn't game, but you know it's still all good.

Two months later, same kind of invite. I'm like sure. It's fine. I come over and he pounces. Like he put me in a situation, I couldn't get to the door exactly and he was like here's my dick. -- I got out of it relatively unscathed, but it made me stop TT'ing for like ever. I started a few months ago with my guy pal and I will only go if he's with me.

So yeah, people can be creeps and some play the fucking long game.

@Macha

Don't be disappointed in yourself. You have to give yourself time and meds only help parts of the situation. You still have habits that you've crafted and those were your coping mechanisms. You just have to find different ones that work for you.

Don't be disappointed. You are trying. That's something to cheer on and pat yourself on the back for.

@Ganymede

Nah, I went and had a scene. However, it may sound horrid, but it took a lot of effort for me to do it. My character is very high energy (and I am most the time IRL) but I was so damn drained and burnt out. I went to RP with 1 person and like three more showed up. However, they were great and the scene was great.

I have hid in my IC room (which doesn't show up on the where) and just channel talked or page bs'ed with people because I'm so out of spoons; but want some happy/funny interaction.

So I had a horrible day yesterday. I'm not going into it because no one cares (I'm totally okay with that btw). However, I pulled myself out for RP. I camped down and the people made me laugh so much. It made my day better. They didn't even know I was having a bad one.

@Roz

Is it wrong to say maybe? Or that my very bad, no good, horrible day yesterday was probably giving me reading comprehension issues? Or you know. I skimmed? Or...

May I offer you RP to make up for it?

@HelloProject

Chars change hands a lot. What time frame were you looking for?

@Auspice

Figure out the socks and then try to get a book in theme to them?

@Kestrel I get this.

It's a form of therapy to literally toss out the past. It's like setting the future for something better and greater. I'm glad you are enjoying the process.