Posts made by Macha

@Derp Weird, I thought I had them set public. Let me check.

ETA: For some reason, Google denied access, even to me. I'm not sure. It should be fixed. Anyone with the link should be able to be a viewer.

@Devrex The cocaine was Mack's first use of drugs in a long time, but yes. Both characters were pretty broken, in different ways.

I felt like we were having fun, and he certainly stated so. We also talked a good deal in pages or OOC during scenes, to make sure the other person was comfortable.

It wasn't until I told the other player that I wanted to share some of their one on one scenes, that anything changed at all. He found out some people had asked me why NONE of our one on one scenes were shared, and .. he freaked out. (referring to as He, as the character was male)

Well, since @Cobalt decided to go to that other Forum, where she is fully aware I do not go, and would not make an account at, to display half-logs and even more half-truths, here we go.

1. I had gone to Cobalt, about someone I had done a fair amount of RP with, that kept saying they didn't want to share the logs. I could see it on some of them, the more emotional stuff, or revealing weaknesses. I asked her if it seemed Sus or Red Flagg-y, and she said it did. I said I was trying to work it out with the player, and not get staff involved. I should have told her straight up, the player was Isaac, and had it 'on file', because I am totally certain the log he sent her came after that interaction I had with her.

2. While I have have not indulged in going over to BMD to read the endless slagging I've been told by a good dozen or so is going on, I have been shown what she posed as her proof my character 'attempted SA' and then gaslit another character, was not the whole log, nor did she share, or claim to have seen any other context.

Now, when I told someone that I was frustrated that Isaac's player was resistant to sharing (And Isaac's weird insistence they were not in a relationship, but more than friends, etc) , they suggested I download all the unshared scenes before I went to him and tried to explain why it matters to me, and before I went to Cobalt. So I have 9 logs, since the 10th one was shared just before I was banned.

The log in which Cobalt says my character attempted SA on a character rolling on Molly (and possibly mixing it with something else is hinted at - Do not read if you are uncomfortable with RP mention drug use/someone being high, or of friends cuddling/ a kiss aimed for a cheek and hitting the jawline.)

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TL2I-xoQropEpSdRP4GZAFVhH2N4wl14PRNYQY9-7Gg/edit?usp=sharing

Also, it may be just me, but since they have enhanced senses, you'd think he'd know she was jerking his chain about the sex thing right away. And - honestly? If tucking drunk/high friends in, and sleeping next to them (in case they get sick, the high goes bad, etc) and even snuggling is attempted SA, I guess me and a good dozen of my friends from my partying days have a lot to answer for?

That scene started on 2/14, and ended a couple/few days later, due to RL. Their very next scene, was started on 2/18 - the night of the amateur night at the Peach. She'd mentioned it to Isaac previously in yet another unshared scene, but this scene references the one before it.
(There is again off screen drug use, mention of it, and description of a striptease. There's discussion of accidents and death, due to drugs.) This scene reveals the secret Cobalt made us put into our app for the game, and at least partly why Mackenzie was so emotional in the first scene.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CGAwTgMma2u9gixcEx0gHJAUiBFZqJn44dSvznAv640/edit?usp=sharing

Add in the fact Cobalt waited days to Ban me and in light of knowing I was having issues with someone I'd played with a good deal, she never thought to take a second and think about that, it seems, or speak to me at all.

Could Isaac's player have altered the logs he gave her, if more than one? Certainly. But the copy paste I was shown of the log chunk she shared was similar if not the same as the one I'm sharing, so.. you can judge?

I mean Ares is nice because the web portal makes it super easy to take part. Not to mention I can have multiple scenes going at once, especially if some of them are slow.

@Runescryer I hope you find what you need. All the best.

My adderall is backordered, and has been for a while. So I have been trying to function without even the small amount it helps. I called the doc last week about the suggestions the pharmacy gave me on stuff not on backorder. Still nothing.

Still fighting with my PCP . Asked one of my doctors with another health org, for a referral to a PCP in their org. I have had more than enough of this BS.

Glad: Seeing a game someone started, really seeming to have some healthy growth.

Sad: Wanting to offer understanding and some sympathy to another someone because theirs didn't, but.. it would be AWKWARD.

My PCP is a jackass. I had to go to the ER because HALF my tongue was swollen. I knew why it was swollen. (I had been a dumbass and eaten a bunch of lemonheads, but only on one side, because I had bitten the other side of my tongue. Yeah yeah, I know) And my tongue was irritated when I went to sleep. ER told me to not take this one med I take the next day while I follow up with my PCP, because it can cause this. Only when THAT happens, it's the whole tongue, and the lips, and the mouth area. Not just half the tongue, which went down on all it's own.

I followed up with my PCP's office the next morning...and didn't hear back for over a week, by which time I'd started taking the med again. No issues. So he was like "Well, if you have any..."

Next, I asked to go back on a med I'd been on previously for some pain issues, and he's giving me something else altogether.. that didn't work. I called on Tuesday... still haven't heard, after following up twice. Looks like I call again Monday.

Lisa Marie Presley, 54.

Sorry, Music fans. Jeff beck, 78

Adam Rich, 54

@Derp Holy shit. I thought she was immortal.

Yeah. I've been on the SCA adjacent angle for.. most of my adult life. I have/had a lot of friends that played there. I know some Kingdoms/Baronies are completely trash. I also know some that welcome transfolks in their new personas, and so on.

A decade ago, I was learning to Heavy Fight (My then SO was in, and a heavy fighter). There were several other women in the kingdom who did, so it wasn't SO unusual. I had to have serious surgery a few months in, and couldn't practice/go to lessons for months. I still went to some events (As did my SO's ex wife, who had spread the word that it was somehow my fault their marriage fell apart, when it was something with their children and her child from a former marriage). One event, some friends were helping me set up my tent, when someone I knew from years before walked up. As my friends were called away,

This person from years before (I had gone on a couple dates with, blah blah blah), was a known womanizer in the kingdom. He wasn't old, but he was known to sleep around while his lady(not yet his wife) looked the other way. He felt it appropriate to see if I was wearing underwear beneath my garb, and undid the zipper and stuck his hand into my skirt while I was unzipping the net door thing on the tent. And thereafter, every single event, find a way to call me a whore. slut, etc.

I'm sure you can guess I quit showing up to that shit when I went public with what happened, and because he's a shiny hat, I was not believed. And then he expected me to take down said post, because he could lose his job.

Yeaaaaah.

@Derp That's sad. But I did see that another comic managed to get her yellow door, to hold onto for when she has her house.

Jesus, 3k sq ft. I can't imagine. I know my parents' house, which is a duplex, with like.. 4 bedrooms, 2 and a half baths, isn't even 2k.

@Derp WHAT?

@reimesu It really is. Very sad. I remember watching him dance.

@ZombieGenesis Oh man. I watched a lot of boxing with my dad, and I'll never forget when I watched Celebrity Deathmatch and they had him in there as ref. He had some big fights he ref'd for. I had no idea he'd had a stroke. I just thought he'd retired.

@LittleLizard This one makes me pretty sad.

Speaking of songs stuck in my head...
Christine McVie, 79, of Fleetwood Mac

@reimesu I just saw this. And now the song is stuck in my head.