Posts made by RightMeow

@Derp

Take your upvote

You know what I really want, I mean like what I really really want lately authentic ramen. We have a 'currently closed place' nearish that does it and I'm sad it's not in my mouth. I even looked up how to make it from scratch and have been considering it. I know.. not Chinese, but I just thought of it too.

@Ganymede I thought that exact thing. Then I was like, probably not the take away I was supposed to have, but I still want it.

@Testament
I'm sorry.

WOOOHOOO

First one - this is the minor one. I just bought an electric spinny thing to clean my make up brushes and I can't wait to use it.

THIS ONE --- This one is my fav of the day.

I emailed my boss a few days ago and I'm like hey these people on the retail lanes need fans. It's hot, and they can't breathe in these masks. My boss is like nope.. too big of an expense but they can buy their own as they need it. I go home and drink and then look at the adult person in my house and am like, I'm going to need to spend $300 on fans. I can't have them up there. The adult person thinks about it a moment and agrees. So tomorrow I was going to buy fans out of my own money.

Today, I'm off work. I get a text from my boss in all caps (this can't be good).

YOU WIN!

Then they proceed to tell me it's hot as balls and they are sweating and they bought everyone fans up front. I have never been so happy that I 'won' something not actually for me. I'm like SO EXCITED. They need them so much.

Making a post here... and immediately wanting to delete it because I feel it's overshare and my stomach just dropped to my feet in hindsight. Totally mentally healthy over here. Just don't pull back the curtain, right?

@silverfox .... for now.

(Note: I really hope said player doesn't see this and think I'm serious. >.>)

Or am I

@silverfox Don't listen to him. We are real life and TRUE for life..

@mietze

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/ring-around-rosie/

I feel like I hyper-focus on all the things I should not. Then lack focus on the things I should. Also, I feel like I'm very intuitive to people around me, but totally oblivious to things online. Like oh, I offended you online - I thought you were just being funny. Or oh you were being funny, I thought you were being serious. This causes a lot of anxiety and miscommunication to happen or wrong assumptions to happen (by myself too not just others I own it). Because it takes me 1000x times the effort to communicate without body language and physical tells. Yet in life, I'm like use your words not just your actions to communicate.

My super power is my own brain's double standards.

@Macha

It's secret santa all year round with as @Auspice said, themes. They just sent out names for this one. It was like legos, cooking, etc. Things. They ask you spend about $20 per round you sign up for. Then you just send people gifts. You get gifts. It's all positive and happy.

@Auspice got me addicted to redditgifts. Now I'm like REFRESH! I need my names so I can retail therapy without all the guilt. I mean if it's for someone else, that's good right?

@Testament

THIS.

Other things too, but this.

@Tinuviel I looked up edging on urban dictionary. I regret my life choices.

@cupcake

Live your truth. All of it. I'm behind you.

Living someone else's lie just smothers your light. It gives the power of control still over you by what you are not saying. You have a RIGHT to your truth. You have a RIGHT to burn your own flames and be the light you need to be. Moreover, you have the RIGHT to take back your power and your feeling of piloting your own life.

You got this.

@Selira You won't get it if you don't try. Go for it. I know you aren't really asking for votes, but you were reached out to. That's a huge thing and GO YOU for that step. You got this. If nothing else, it will make it easier to take the next risk.

I'm sending all good thoughts.

I wrote out this lengthy reason and informative post about my RL feels atm. Then I realized it didn't really matter (that's not in a bad way). The situation didn't really matter because it boils down to this:

When my feels are not your feels about something -- that does not invalidate my feels as real.

That's my annoyance. We all have very different life stories and they compose us of who we are and what we are. It's not good. It's not bad. It's just events (nothing to do with the previous ones btw). So please, please, do not jump on people if they do not react how you do. They are no more broken than you are fixed. Now I'm going to go to bed, but everyone feels what they feel and that's okay.

@silverfox

MSB scavenger hunt ZOOM call (I actually would not do this, but I'd watch the rest of you doing it - please record)

@silverfox That's cool. What grade level again? Because I'm a bad person and don't remember although you've probably told me seven times.

@silverfox - I just emo'ed at that share.