I can't decide between gripping fear and anger.
My sister's family has COVID, and brother in law (who I adore - this is not a distant relationship) is in the ER right now with very low oxygen levels. This is the fear.
The anger is because they deliberately chose not to be vaccinated because they were hesitant because of misinformation. (They attributed a friend's death to the vaccine but he had a history of blood clots before the vaccine and got Pfizer not J&J.)
I feel like this was preventable but I will never ever ever say this to them.
So venting on an anonymous internet forum.