chinprops
It's easier said than done to just step aside, so like, that's super good advice, but not actually always easy to do.
I'm feeling just... bad. Not ICly necessarily but all over. It means I can't play Kenna like I want to, and Norwood's kinda shrunk to just his family. (This is ALL ON ME, NOT ON ANY ONE ELSE. Laurent/Keaton/Everyone has been amazing and I'm so happy when you guys go "COME DO THIS THING.") I just wish I could reciprocate with ideas and such. So I keep hanging around (literally, I'm sleeping 12-15+ hours a day right now) hoping something will strike me or I'll be letting people down.
Like, I have the time to play, shouldn't I be doing it? How crappy is it that it's summer, and I'm 100% accessible, and I'm RPing LESS than I did at the height of getting my master's degree, in the middle of a multi-state move, or even state testing time?